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by khaya cohen

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1.
candid conversation just to let something go but only if you'd listen take and cradle my worth and my words cuz i let them out in the atmosphere but matter never disappears so will you please take all my fears, make them go away? wake up it's time to listen i've been saving my worth for your ears yeah but only if you'd listen i've been saving my words all these years i wanna let them out in the atmosphere cuz matter never disappears so will you please take all my fears, make them go away?
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in your head i'm still some sort of devil and good guys always lose but if it's any consolation for you to know i'm still not over you no i'm still not over you couldn't stand to see you walk away so i followed you right over the edge can't seem to drop this heavy weight i think i followed you right over the edge takes two to sway in the fucked up dance we do who's turn to make a move? i heard your hurting hope you know it hurts me too i'm drowning in my karma drowning in my karma couldn't stand to see you walk away so i followed you right over the edge can't seem to drop this heavy weight i think i followed you right over the edge
3.
we used to start out the night just hopping to and from the bars we'd pick the shittiest ones cuz we knew they would never card and i hope that you still remember that we'd stumble back home together steal your parent's liquor from the shelf yeah we'd drink real fast and fuck real slow i miss you like hell and i hope that you still remember so let's go out have a night like we had fake ids back when you used to love me back when i was a good guy to you 'fore what i put you through, baby wish i could create a new identity so that i could win you back i misidentified the times we'd had as one's i'd always have now im crying, trying not to remember that we would stay out until the sunrise all the time, wake up late no one to please use to love being up with you now you got me on my knees yeah i'm crying, trying not to remember so let's go out have a night like we had fake ids back when you used to love me back when i was a good guy to you 'fore what i put you through, baby oh baby i'm sorry la la la la la la la la la la la la
4.
it's my default to be unhappy to be scared to be somber and lonely so don't worry bout what i think i will do what i do but regardless say it's not my fault say it's not my fault everything i wanna believe everything i wanna believe yea just say it's not my fault say it's not my fault it's my downfall i am always in a hurry moving on, move away from the worry i feel heavy responsibility weighing down like a stone deep inside me say it's not my fault say it's not my fault everything i wanna believe everything i wanna believe
5.
i've been staring at a blank wall waiting till it's better cuz i see a little you in me it's so meta i'm running low on energy without living for you cuz i used to be the centerpiece and now i'm back home no fun i put myself in bad situations prefer the fast lane for good reasons cuz what is this if not one big distraction? what am i doing if i can't have him? haven't been myself for a while am i gonna lose me? scared i'm gonna lose me it takes so long to form a person and now i'm a dead beat on the same beats i asked you plainly to give me a call is it so hard? i've been thinking bout validation and how i need more than i thought so i i put myself in bad situations prefer the fast lane for good reasons cuz what is this if not one big distraction? what am i doing if i can't have him? put myself in bad situations prefer the fast lane for good reasons cuz what is this if not one big distraction? what am i doing if i can't have him?
6.
fuck my dna for making me lose out in the end cuz we don't look at life the same i'm much too in my head fuck my dreams for being bigger than body i'm in tatters tonight only one heart beats inside i know i can't put up a fair fight who are you to say what's right? when you refuse to give a fair fight if there's no blood to show for it, how do i say i'm over it? but who am i to call you mine? i just wish you'd put up a fair fight fuck technology for making it so hard to grow apart if we don't look at life the same how come your my work of art? fuck you for being so unforgettable you painted my life only one heart beats inside i know i can't put up a fair fight who are you to say what's right? when you refuse to give a fair fight if there's no blood to show for it, how do i say i'm over it? but who am i to call you mine? i just wish you'd put up a fair fight who am i to call you mine? i just wish you'd put up a fair fight
7.
how do you not see how i feel that when i leave when i'm still it's cuz your hurting me? how loud do i have to silently scream? do i have to silently dream for a woman's world? numb but now i've dug up all my bones broken to try to be whole open to see what i already know spiral spiraling out of my mind with or without it's a plight for a woman's world how loud do i have to silently scream? do i have to silently dream for a woman's world?
8.
gone out of my mind everything they told me 'bout doesn't count it all amounts to nothing and it's hard to exist without living for somebody else somebody else now i can't taste this sugar forgot what is sweet i'm in deep deep deep i can't reach your pedestal stuck underneath i'm in deep deep deep used to breath in the air and i felt every molecule all for you, smile to myself you cut the last thread i expected more from a freefall now i can't taste this sugar forgot what is sweet i'm in deep deep deep i can't reach your pedestal stuck underneath i'm in deep deep deep gone out of my mind everything they told me 'bout doesn't count it all amounts to nothing and it's hard to exist without living for somebody else somebody else

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released May 24, 2020

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